a sense of victory

It was a game
where I had all the cards


I hit an Ace and
I was seen


I hit a King and
I was accepted


I hit a Fool and I was

all

I wished I was


Without a sense of victory...


--
I hit a card
and another
one-by-one

being the player I was

given
to be


--


I played

all the cards


I played

all the parts



but one




left

in my hand


How could I reveal


Queen of Spades